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[Feb. 25th, 2005|08:35 am] |
does anyone read these things. they are kinda a waist of time. oh well here goes.
Nickname(s): kirkweed or the weed (sounds a bit sketchy)
Initials: kpv
How old do you look?: i guess 17
How old do you act?: either 2, 16, or 45
Glasses/Contacts: glasses now
Braces: never
What makes you happy?: hiking/backpacking, track/XC, swim team, music, big mountains, elizabeth being happy
What makes you sad?: life, elizabeth being sad
!!Firsts!!
Best friend: Eric
Real boyfriend: well ive never had a boyfriend
Real memory of something: climbing the Timp when i was 4
Teacher: oh i dont remember
Date: oh i dont know,
Kiss: some girl under the sunday school table when i was like 4
Screen name: i think ive always had kirkvanacore
Self-purchased album: i think it was a creed cd, but i dont know because i used to always just use my sisters cds
Pets: thumper (my bunny)
Piercing: my nipples
Enemy: gardner
Detention: i got 2 from luis because i didnt cover my book haha
Heartbreak: when thumper left me
Time breaking a bone: never
Sleepover: probably steve v, matt, and steve m
Hangover: never
!!Social Life!!: none
Best/really good girl friend(s): RCCC(if their is one left) girls
Best/really good guy friend(s): RCCC guys and d group guys
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Elizabeth
Hobbies: hiking/backpaicking, climbing mountains, playing the guitar, running
Are you the center of attention or the wallflower?: wallflower
Would you rather be with friends or on a date?: i dont know
Best hangout: anywhere where the friends are works for me
!!Who!!
Have you known the longest?: andrew
Do you argue the most with?: andrew
Do you always get along with?: oh the people i know the least
Is most trustworthy?: betsy
Makes you laugh the most?: betsy
Is the most interesting to talk to?: betsy, swim team kids, matt
Has been there through the hard times?: betsy
Has the coolest parents?: laura and dana
Is the most blunt?: mmm dani
Is the smartest?: sennn dawg
Is best mannered?: betsy downing that pasta
Is best dressed?: me
Is most talkative?: i dont know
Is most innocent?:
!!Last!!
Car ride: comming back from sking
Movie seen: the end of friday night lights
Swear word: haha i dont know
Beverage consumed: tea
Person you called: mr vermouth
TV show watched: oh i dont know
Shower: lats week
Shoes worn: sandals (tong style)
Item bought: coffee
Annoyance: i dont know
Web page visited: hotmail
Movie you rented: girl interrupted
CD you listened to: taking back sunday mix from betsy
CD you bought: ummm i dont remeber
Person you were thinking of: andrew because of this survey
!!Now!!
What are you wearing?: tie dye
What song are you listening to?: timberwolves
What's the weather like?: snow
Current obsession?: mountaineering (thats just because i really want to climb some mouatians in this snow)
Current addiction?: well i need to get back into my running addiction
Talking to?: myslef (is that weird) |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|08:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  alone | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black balloon | ] |
i so freaking screwed up. today was such a good day; i got to hang out with the best girl ever all day long. but now when i am alone i suddenly feel horrible. but what the heck, i was so happy before. am i bipolar? i just hate this. i just hate being alone sometimes. maybe im just said cause we lost our meet or because the season ended. i dont know. i just suck at this life thing.
this feel so bad |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|12:30 am] |
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1. I like to hike
2. I like to run
3. I like the swim team
4. I'm competitive
5. I'm in love
6. I'm a goon
7. I rarely get things right
8. I love music
9. I
10.
9 PLACES I'VE VISITED
1. The Tetons
2. Uta
3. New York
4. Canada
5. The Wind Rivers
6. Adirondecks
7. I used to live on Long Island
8. Vermont
9. The White Mountains
8 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. climb some big mountains
2. have a family/children..and stuff..
3. get a job
4. Travel/Hike/Climb
5. do the appilation trail (or at least try it out to see if i like it)
6.
7.
8.
7 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1. dont bother, it has already been won
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
6 THINGS I BELIEVE IN
1. well i want to believe in God
2. love (the action)
3. helping others
4.
5.
6.
5 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
1. screwing up
2.
3.
3.
4.
5.
4 OF MY FAVORITE ITEMS IN MY BEDROOM
1. my bed
2. CD player/CDs
3. my pictures (that hang all over the walls in my room)
4.
3 THINGS I TOUCH EVERY DAY
1. the computer
2. my tooth brush
3. Elizabeth
2 THINGS I AM TRYING NOT TO DO RIGHT NOW
1. screw up
2. be stupid
1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW
1. Elizabeth |
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| swim team/life |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|12:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy/reminiscing | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dispatch | ] |
last home meet, makes me what to cry. i feel like i couldnt ask for anything more from this season: the wins, the fun, the pasta parties, the team unity. i want to cry. Thursday will be the last time i ever swim competitively. its sad, but it such a happy sad. i feel as if i might cry. (i am such an emo.) this is like the billionth time that has happened to me today. i felt like crying when we jumped into the pool and we were hugging because it was our last normal/home meet; i realized how much i would miss it. then at friendlys will maccarthy and i where talking about the four years i have we have had on the team. he said "i feel like crying" and i felt the same way. then as i was talking to everyone on the team 2 freshman told me i was the best captain, i said no way, but when they described me just as i would have described the captains who i looked up to so much and who had really put effort into connecting with me my freshman year, i almost cried. then later on talking to the girl who i love oh so much i almost cried just thinking about how great our relationship is and much i love her.
man if i didnt have self control i would have been so dehydrated
i am such and emo/hippie because I LOVE YOU ALL. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|11:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
Her father's in his chambers with his
Friends all gathered 'round
They are plotting their enemy's demise
With their last detail done
They await the coming sun
While I am staring in my lover's eyes
Her brothers and her sisters
Are all through for tonight
Pretending that they've just
Come into power
But she far most of all, knows that they
Can only fall
In my darkest hour
He said I’m gonna buy this place and burn it down
I’m gonna put it six feet underground
He said I’m gonna buy this place and watch it fall
Stand here beside me baby in the crumbling walls
Oh I’m gonna buy this place and start a fire
Stand here until I fill all your hearts desires
Because I’m gonna buy this place and see it burn
Do back the things it did to you in return
I'm kind of done
Maybe i just need to hike |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:27 pm] |
OK GUYS MY HOUSE TOMORROW AT 5
BRING FOOD AND SECERT SANTA STUFF
OK? OK
TELL EVERYONE |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|06:44 pm] |
what a long week and its only half over.
yeah so if you guys want to have a christmas party at my house taht would be cool. just give me some ideas for dates. ok? |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|09:57 pm] |
oh lord why have you forsaken me
my words trickle down to wounds i have not intention to heal |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|05:23 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Simon and Garfunkel | ] |
like a bridge over troubled waters....
With winter comes simon and garfunkel
Save the life of my child...
yeah so anyways if anyone wants the RCCC CDs i am willing to burn them for you just post me a message or something and i'll get on it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|10:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
So i wopuld say its about time a ask myself why am i here?
oh i dont know
i should be out hiking and backpacking. in the whites, the adirondacks, the smokies, the blue ridge, the tetons, yosemite, yellowstone, the widrivers.
ahh i need to HIKE.
so will you come with me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|10:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | grateful | ] |
why did this weekend end?
well im so glad it came and it all worked out. :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|05:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
caught in the rays of the rising sun
on the run from the soldier's gun
shouting out loud from the angry crowd
the mild the wild and the hungry child |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|09:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | river(joni)/name(googoodolls) | ] |
so god why did you make me an idiot? why cant i do anything right? why do i do this? why am i complaining?
yeah im done with that.
so the season ended and i dont know what to do. to be honest im not ready to swim. i feel like i didnt finish my xc season. oh just shoot me. why did it end that way?
there i go again. im complaining.
nothing's right, nothing. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|09:25 pm] |
fuck you fucking leg
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|08:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crap | ] |
oh I'm so done with this. why dont you work you dumb legs? this has to be the best time to be injured.
I'm done. i dont want to do this anymore.
I don't know no love songs, and I can't sing the blues any more.
But I can sing this song, and you can sing this song when I'm gone.
-james taylor |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|12:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lost | ] |
| [ | music |
| | joni–blue | ] |
ok i admit it im scared out of my mind. whats to come? will i even make it? will i survive till tomorrow? i feel like im falling apart now whats going to happen when all that i have is gone.
oh my god im so lost. i know that im going to scew up and this whole thing will fall down on top of me. i'm so screwed.
i'm so weak i wish i could help you, but i know i can't. you help me but i can't help you. i try but i'm way too weak. whatever i say just falls to the ground as you step on it. "i can't" you say. what can i do? it seems like i can't do a thing. maybe i'm just too weak for this. |
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| home home on the...suburb of westboro |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|11:58 pm] |
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just got becak from wyoming..the tetons and wind rivers are awesome. those are the biggest steepest carziest moutains i have ever seen. and the weather was crazy, too. we had sun rain sleet snow and hale all in an hour once. its not supposed to snow in august. oh but it did like numerous times. :) fun stuff. if only my camara would let me import the pics. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|11:18 am] |
| [ | music |
| | CrosbyStillsandNash-long time gone | ] |
Speak out, you got to speak out against the madness
You got to speak your mind,
If you dare.
But don't, no don't no try to get yourself elected.
If you do you had better cut your hair. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|12:48 pm] |
Happy Birthday...have a great week
im so glad i got meet and spend lost of time with you you this year |
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